Rain

It may snow, it may rain,
But my love for you will always remain.
The teardrops keep falling,
As if stomping my heart,
… Still beating, though.

Not that I miss you,
No.
It’s not another excuse,
To keep you by my side,
No.

This time the pain…
Is actually real.
Is it a relief?
You know… You used to…
Pay attention to me…

Faker,
Pretender,
All those words that you hate,
All those words that describe me.

Maybe we should give it up.
We know we are no good.
At least we still take a chance…
On trying to breath.

It’s quite impossible,
My body feels heavy.
I can’t walk or talk.
I stopped listening too.

I can’t hear my screaming
I can’t hear you.
Now, my vision is fading.
All I see now is empty space.

Though I still feel you.
I still feel the warmth of your body
And breath.

Say it once more,
For everyone to hear
That you used to care about my feelings.
Now it’s too late, probably.

Don’t worry, I’ll be watching you.
But later, when your time has come,
I won’t be able to help you.